“31. I’m drowning, and you’re standing three feet away screaming “learn how to swim.”
“32. I feel like I bother people just by being alive.”
“33. You can see many smiles every day but you can never know whose world is actually upside down”
“34. I want to be happy but something inside me screams that I do not deserve it.”
“35. I am hiding what I’m feeling but I’m tired of holding this inside my head.”
“36. I say that I don’t want to talk about it. Actually, I do, but I’m afraid of your reaction. I’m afraid that you’ll never see me as an equal again. I’m afraid of the pity in your eyes when you realize how screwed up I am.”
“37. I wanted to talk about it. Damn it. I wanted to scream. I wanted to yell. I wanted to shout about it. But all I could do was whisper “I’m fine”.”
“38. I’m honestly one of those people that are just there like yeah I have friends and people talk to me but I’m nobody’s favorite person and nobody looks forward to talking to me every day or anything and it sucks”
“39. I think I hit the point in life where I’m just done. I cried, I fought, I tried, but everything is crashing down. My demons are screaming louder, trying to eat away the rest of me. And this time, I’m not going to fight back.”
“40. I feel so fucked up, so depressed, so useless, I just wanna go to sleep and not wake up ever again.”
