“61. I felt happy for a while. I finally felt okay. But why did I believe that I was getting better when I knew that I would sink back into my usual self. I am bad again. I am worse than before. And any hope that I had left, is gone.”
“62. I’m sorry for being like this. I’m sorry for being such a failure.”
“63. You will never understand the hell I feel inside my head.”
“64. It hurts, doesn’t it? When you feel like you’re not good enough.”
“65. I’m sorry. I’m sorry that I only ever mess things up. I’m sorry that I have a bad attitude. I’m sorry I’m a waste of space. I’m sorry I’m a waste of time. I’m sorry I’m such a burden. I’m sorry I’m a huge fuck up. I’m sorry I can’t do anything right. I’m sorry.”
“66. Pretending to be happy is one of the most exhausting things in the world”
“67. I feel myself changing, I don’t even laugh the same anymore, I don’t smile the same, or talk the same, I’m just so tired of everything.”
“68. I want to say to the world that yea! I’m lonely, I’m hurt, I’m not ok but in the end, who the hell cares?!”
“69. You may not believe me but I gave you all I had.”
“70. I hate my life, and everybody thinks I’m happy.”
