“83. I hate this feeling like I’m here, but I’m not. Like someone cares. But they don’t. Like I belong somewhere else, anywhere but here.”
“84. We all get addicted to something that takes away the pain.”
“85. We stopped checking for monsters under the bed when we realized they were inside of us.”
“86. Her smile was like armor and everyday she went to war..”
“88. I keep a lot of shit to myself because in reality nobody really gives a fuck.”
“88. I keep a lot of shit to myself because in reality nobody really gives a fuck.”
“89. I want you to know but I don’t want to tell you.”
“90. Does anyone else find it crazy that you can be so fucking depressed and no one around you notices? Not your parents, your siblings, your friends, your teachers, your classmates, no one. Like you can literally be on the verge of tears, drowning, and everyone is totally oblivious.”
“91. I pretend to be happy a lot. I’m not. Inside, I’m really fucked up.”
“92. And today I realized that I am the biggest hypocrite of them all. I tell everyone to keep holding on that there is light at the end. That everything gets better as long as you continue to wait. I always tell people to have hope. That they need to keep trying because it is too early to give up, that they have so much to live for. Then there is me, and I am barely holding on.”
