“93. They say “follow your heart” but if your heart is in a million pieces which piece do you follow?”
“94. Depression? It’s like drowning but not being able to die”
“95. And, I’m sad. Again.”
“96. What does depression feel like? You don’t want to live but you don’t want to die. You don’t want to talk to anyone but you feel very lonely. You wake up in the morning and simply wait for the night to come.”
“97. Felling like you’re about to cry when someone points out you’re doing something wrong.”
“98. I don’t think people understand how stressful it is to explain what’d going on in your head when you don’t even understand it yourself.”
“99. “Why didn’t you tell anyone?” “no one asked””
“100. Pain changes people, it makes them trust less, overthink more, and shut people out.”
“101. Mom: You never do anything for me. Me: I fake a smile, I hide my problems from you to avoid you getting stressed, I cover my scars, I don’t talk to you so you don’t have to put up with me, and I pretend to be mentally stable.”
“102. You don’t need me and it kills me”
